Things i'm going to miss about Toronto

Wow its been a while. Still trying to tie up loose ends here and get moved over. MONEY is a pain in my A$$! Or I would be there now.

Cant wait !! hopefully Booking my flight this week!!! But this also depends on money. I wish I could find a way to make a bit more right now so I could leave.

In all my partying. I have messed up my finger badly. hahaaha. So I have a plastic surgeon appointment on Friday. I can't seem to straighten it I believe I have what you call
Boutonnière Deformity.

Today I also did a 20% TCA Peel on my face so over the next 7ish days my face should peel off.

Things I'm going to miss about Toronto (mind you I don't know if they have some of this there yet but I'm guessing here)and other then my obvious friends , family etc

* My 2 min walk to the beach
* traffic(yes I said traffic) and driving and pumping up my music in my stereo that takes Data Cds
* 24 hour things like drug stores and grocery stores
* Clubing and my connections
* My plants lol
* 24 hour transit at my door
* Understanding things like conversations and music

I'm sure there will be more but we will see I guess

All and all its just keep at it,selling most stuff bit left to go.

OOo My visit home went mixed. My mom didnt say more then 2 words to me but my dad was good like I thought.

Not looking forward to bringing him home as I really don't want my mother to be a B!tch to him.

But this is life .

So what do you do when you are leaving the country?

Honestly all I have been doing is spending it with my friends parting more then I would normally. I grew up in a small city about 76 thousand people mostly farm land very little night life etc. Two years ago I moved to Toronto which is a Metro with millions of people. I have had a great time here.

Cost of living is expensive and I lost my job in April so I have less holding me back here. Don't get me wrong I love Toronto and the area of town I am now is wonderful. Right by the beaches.

I was lucky enough when I moved here to meet some good friends two of which I'm going to miss dearly. One of my friends she has now gone back home for the summer to visit her family. I wondered If I would see her again before I leave as I'm unsure to the exact date. I'm waiting for my dogs paper work to come through and get my stuff sorted debt wise.


So what do you do when you are leaving the Country ?

I have been doing lots of parting my face off and making the most of what I can with my close friends before I leave. I will also go home for a bit to see my family before I leave also, although I'm not sure my mother is yet on talking grounds with me. At least I've got my father that fully supports me in all my good or bad decisions in life.

But life is short and if you find something or someone that makes you happy, I say go with that.

I can look back on all the photos of things Ive done in life and go Wow. I have had some great times, amazing friends and wonderful experiences. I can only hope and dream there are many that will follow.

Follow what makes your eyes sparkle or heart smile even if its not forever, what really in your life lasts forever?

The Swedish man Intoxicating?

What started as One message on a facebook game 6 months ago. Is now just over a SOLID month of 1388 Facebook messages, Multitudes of Msn conversations and Web cam chats and hours of Phone conversations that have escalated from meeting my Swedish man. To Moving to be with now my Swedish boyfriend.

Now I have been known to do some pretty off the wall things but moving to live/be with a man I have never met definitely tops the charts of what some people would consider "Crazy". Now lets keep in mind I am 30 and fully grown so I am not a crazy school girl running around all head in the clouds. But, at the same time I sure do feel like a crushed school girl. My swede is definitely wonderful at that.

What makes my Swede so intoxicating without even meeting him?

A couple things I have so far figured out
(and this isn't even based on meeting yet).

*He seemed very reserved and shy at first but If you ever have a swede give you the eyes, You will know what I'm talking about that you will never forget them and by that being said seem to carry a wolfs in sheep's clothing look to them. (In a playful way of course)

*He's smart hes always got me guessing what things he does not let on to knowing about he seems to know things on bunch of topics.

*He's funny and a bit of a smart ass at times but is equally impressed at when I can be back.

*He's very thoughtful and always making sure that my interests and feeling are met.

*He pours his heart out to me all the time and adores the fact that I also do it in return.

*He's constantly making me see the little things in life that make life so important.

*He's more then willing to be as helpful as he can be, and even upset if there's things he can not do to help me from where he is.

This list can and i'm sure can will be continued.

Thus far I am in Canada and he is in Gotland, Sweden.

So now I'm working on getting my stuff sold off things in order and dog papers figured out in order to move over there. He's already being as helpful and reassuring as he possibly can be and already has a new house rented out for next month with a yard for my tiny dog. (As I said thoughtful).

So from talks of meeting to moving to marrying things are all in a crazy flutter but yet a very wonderful one.